WARTIME
can´t you see
the ravens fly
there is no integrity
can´t you see the ravens in the sky
they show you the misery
feel the blood, taste
the blood
freeze your mind and you are dead
without mind you are not human
you´re a zombie dressed to kill
it´s wartime
no rules
it´s wartime
everything you can do
like a puppet you
are now
a "Führer" rules about your destiny
you can only fight- for whom?
die and you can see your stupid life
it´s wartime...
wartime is over (
for you )
others now killing ( for you )
like human animals ( like you )
wartime is over ( only for you )
NORTHLAND
I go
straight to northland
I go without you
just to find the grail
which offers me the things
causing my lonelyness
friendship
just for one, who needs me
so I went
to ( the ) northland
alone
cause there were no friends ( of mine )
and I found the grail in eternal ice
it offered me friendship
friendship- the result of the grail
not of mine
I went
to northland, again
together with the false friends
following the grail, not me
following the grail ( him ) into the eternal ice
where I left them
and the grail of the false friends
they stood in the eternal ice
together with the grail- ´til they died
DEPRESSIVE THOUGHTS
an icy shudder blows
over my head
a cold hand clings to my brain
the breath goes harder
and the silence is unbearable loud
the street resounds by my steps
you can´t rescue me
your life is too small for it
and the darkness slowly creeps
an empty sun burns in my eye
dying birds scratching the face
I´ll defend myself, but I feel
noone will believe me sometime
these dreams are depressions
this life is fear
this world is not mine
and I have no illusions
SHADOWLIFE
noone who pretends
to know me
does it really
I´m only a shade of me
I go my way
out of the haze
into the haze
without leaving a trace
I´m only a shadow
the life left behind
coming from nowhere
and melting away sometime
you don´t know me
but you feel my presence
and you will miss me
when you see your lonesome existence
PEOPLE LOVE HIM
my friend ralf-
is a happy person
he can´t imagine- to suffer any time
he still got the first job- the first wife
he drives a CAR- without repairing
if he dies sometime
1. ralf- the friend of mine
insanity or cancer won´t be the reasons for
2. hell go
fast to heaven
( the ) passing by the devil´s door
he is dancing- like a swan
he´s got beautiful- emptiest eyes
his garden looks- like paradise
his grease- is razor sharp
if he dies sometime
1. ralf- the friend of mine
insanity or cancer won´t be the reasons for
2. hell go
fast to heaven
( the ) passing by the devil´s door
...people love
him
CANDLESMOKER
taste it
feel it
smoke a candle
and you feel free
inhale it
straight to your lung
candlesmokers dream
comes true
if you smoke a candle
you can be proud
you´re on the sams way
like dreaming
The world beyond
see the hole in the
sky
fly through it and you see
what no one has seen...
before
see a world without
rules
without physical laws
where the trees can speak
so unreal
in this world no sun
does shine
only a gloomy dark light
frozen souls- crying in flames
wandering hills are normality
insane mind- here is your home
open your eyes
and you see
a world without rules
free your mind and realize
this world is yours...
the world beyond
if you see the hole...
beware
from there is no coming back
you are there- you can´t see the light
stay a longer time and you gone mad
open your eyes
and you see
a world without rules
free your mind and realize
this world is yours...
between heaven and hell
Answers
the times are near
you´ll lose your friends
the times are near you´ll lose your trust
is there really still a reason to stay
or better to look for the final blast
dancing on the
edge of senses
flying through the depths of mind
going down the river of faces
looking for answers you never can find
how can I live surrounded
by delusions
I ask myself in every painful night
there is no answer and no solution
and nothing what I should hold tight
dancing on the
edge of senses
flying through the depths of mind
going down the river of faces
looking for answers you never can find
blinking in the misty
grey of morning
it starts like on every lousy day
what´s the reason for the things that I´m doing
and which is the price I´ve got sometime to pay
dancing on the
edge of senses
flying through the depths of mind
going down the river of faces
looking for answers you never can find
Branded
once upon a time
was a spring, you know
was a spring after all
you could find him under snow
where ever you came
to find warm hands
killing hands to heal
made you the brands
lukewarm shivers
over blended eyes
untruthful juice
still on your dice
impossible try
to turn back time
not worth the trouble to think about
left far behind but always there
certain marks to judge the crowd
laid back in memories
tiny bright flies
touch of better times
some bitter sweet lies
impossible try
to turn back time
not worth the trouble to think about
left far behind but always there
certain marks to judge the crowd
impossible try
to turn back time
not worth the trouble to think about
left far behind but always there
certain marks to judge the crowd
Jesus Halaxña
why do you believe
in a god
don´t you trust in you
don´t you believe in yourself
what and who is god for you
is he the wise old
man
watching over
with a kindly smile
seeing people die
no care about a mans life
is he the mightiest
of the universe
the creature of all being
the planets life
too weak to alert wars
or is he just a fiction
created in order to rule
to fight, to kill and to destroy
is he just an alibi
who´s god
who´s dog
fuck off
off god
Hello
when I look in your
eyes
ain´t see any future
I am going to resign
life´s just a torture
but smile like
a dead man
and show noone who you are
I met you on the great
sea
called illusion
and the things you told me
bring me confusion
and I try to help you
to give hope, too
but then I realize
I go more crazy the you
but I smile like
a dead man
and show noone who I am
and we´re going
together
separate ways
and I hope to see you again
in better days
Homage to an empty
young man
empty streets without
a motion
see cold lights there in the night
darkness makes you lonely here
far away you hear the crows
despair in eyes
that they can´t see
and your life
they´ll never miss
fixed the guitar in
your hand
you live the moments if they come
follow your mind perpetually
and you´ll find your identity
despair in eyes
that they can´t see
and your life
they´ll never miss
it´s not your
time in which you live
days are gone, exist and come
these fucking times will you not change
cause in this world you´re not home
despair in eyes
that they can´t see
and your life
they´ll never miss
By a hair´s breadth
I hold on to
the edge of the table
my stomach hangs
above the band of my
pants
I stare
at the light of the lamb
with glassy eyes
the smoke disperses
above north hollywood
the guys put their
guns away and
raise their fresh green
beers
while I fall
from the couch
and kiss the carpet
like the fur of a pussy
already long time
I wasn´t so near on the very